Saturday, January 21, 2012

I wonder if I settle too much and too easily.  Or am I just a realist with years of experience and I know my way around a day and know that I can't do it all at one sitting.  I'm not sure if I trust my own judgement, but I have no one else to make that judgement call for me.  I do have 
Sheila, but its not really fair to put that on her.  So I have to go with my best judgement and sometimes I figure yes, and sometimes I figure no.  As for today, I did okay, but of course, it could have been more.  I could go without my BYU games, but no, I can't do that.  I could spend all day reading scriptures, but no, I believe that balance is part of the commandment.  I certainly have narrowed my focus over the years, but I still try to do it 'all', meaning 'all' that is within those narrowed parameters.  This past week I had to leave some of my work to do the pressing stuff.  I had high hopes that today would be good for catching up, but that really didn't happen either, because enough of the 'pressing' work showed up and had to be dealt with.  I got Monday worked out.  And I got up to date on my weekly books as well as my current billings ready to be off to Sharon.  I did what needed for today, but still my 'pile' that I put off this past week to today is still put off to Monday.  By then it will be much more time sensitive, so I have put myself if a must do situation for Monday.  So I'll do Sunday and them be refreshed and strong and ready to put in the time Monday that will be required.  That sounds like a sound plan to me.  So now at almost 10 I will settle for the day that I have had.  Can't change it anyway.  And I'll
just keep on keeping on.  Hoping for the best and accepting whatever I end up with and repent when needed and rejoice when appropriate.

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