I told Sheila about something that happened to me this morning and she said that that was what I needed to write about tonight. I have spent all day thinking about it and even though I am sure that it did happen the way that I said that it did I was having difficulty believing that it did happen. I need to set it up a bit. Yesterday when I read my chapter morning and night I decided to repeat 1 Nephi 8 because of the scheduled Sunday School lesson for yesterday. That is the chapter telling about the 'tree of life'. I read it yesterday morning and again last night. I also real it maybe a week ago, and each time I see that Lehi had this dream. I tell myself that I don't have that happen to me. I do feel like I have spiritual experiences, but everyone else's seems better then mine.
Anyway this morning when I first got up I heard what I thought was the pump making strange noises. So I went outside to check and found that the water level was way down and it badly needed more water in the pond. So, despite, snow and wind and cold I hooked up the hose and ran water until the level was safe. When I said my morning prayer I asked that I be able to discern spiritual things as normally as I had discerned that mechanical need. I continued my day but a short time after I got into the office a strange thing happened. I had the church news from Saturday on my desk. The back page was visible to me and I glanced and read the heading on a story and I saw "Seek...and ye shall find--Me". That thought was an epiphany and seemed an important flash of a truth that hit me and seemed to fit in an important place in my heart. I decided to read the article, but when I did the heading read 'Seek...and ye shall find'. I know what I saw that first glance, and I know that it was meaningful to me. And I still find it an important idea for me to continue pondering. But I do not understand what happened. I am still wondering about it. But the idea still impacts me when I consider it. What does it all mean?
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