I feel like I have paced myself today.  I was up early and to work around 6:30 a.m. but I did take some breaks and work and break and then more work.  But right now (its 10 pm) I am exhausted and I have seriously considered just going to bed.  But 'there's too much to gain to lose' so I will follow through with everything that I do at the end of each day.  I ended up with more work at the end of this day then I had when it started.  So my leisurely Saturday probably won't happen.  I am not complaining I just dream about enough more work that I can afford to pay someone to do my work.  (Right, as if that's going to happen!)  Actually things are really doing better for us then they have in my 2 P I years.  It will be a blessing to see it continue and even get better.  Also, I believe that I have gotten better at that delicate balance between being 'in' the world and not 'of' the world.  As I say that I confess that it is also getting harder to see the difference.  I think that I know what it is, but I also know that the things that I hold onto hard hard to define and harder to get rid of once I see them for what they really are.  What I am describing is that level of growth that becomes harder and harder as one journeys along that path.  It wouldn't be right for it to get easier, but it certainly would be 'easier'.  Time to move on (in more ways then one!).