I finally started to feel more comfortable with myself today.  Oh, I still can worry with the best of them, but I felt positive, real positive for the first time in a while.  I continued my new level effort and was blessed enough to have work to keep me busy and then we had an early departure time to travel to Ogden to attend the Eagle Court of Honor of Nicholas Jay Porter and a friend Dallin Layton.  That put us back home after 9 pm so I just chilled until 10 when Sheila and I had a date to watch ROYAL PAINS which is a TV show that we like.  Sheila was surprised to see me stay up so late, but it was worth  it to have spent that last hour with her.  But now that I am starting to crash I wish I had done things differently.  I don't regret it, I just would have h ad it different.  Oh well, I will recover and life will go on.  I really need to finish here and finish my day there, and get myself into bed so I can start the recovery process.  Night!

Oh yes, congratulations again to Nicholas, and to his supportive family without which it never would have happened.