Sheila is already the victim of downsizing and she hadn't even gotten the job yet.  Yesterday I wrote about her fretting to get her application finished and turned in.  Then today we get on the web site and can't find any listing of the job that was posted yesterday.  So she makes a call and finds out that the boss' boss unlisted it after dis-approving it.  So she is left to pursue a lesser hours job, which, by the way, she did get.  This one is pretty much in the bad (unless the whole school district gets down sized.

 

The events of tomorrow are on my mind.  I found the posting that Shelli made to "Colton's Story" and when I say the picture with the mark drawn behind his ear it hit me where it actually caused me some distress.  If I dwell on it I admit that it gets to me.  I have been downplaying his surgery, but that made it more real to me than I wanted it to be.  Shelli wondered how well she will sleep tonight.  I have to ask myself the same question. It is becoming more real for me by the moment and I find it a lot more uncomfortable for me then I would have thought.  However, having said all of that I know that things will be fine.  This is a good thing, and will only get better as time goes on.  Before we know it it will all be over and the little dude will be on the mend and headed into a new and much better phase of his young life.  May we all see it for what it can be, as well as for what it really is.